After more than three years of staying in America, Frida started wanting to go back to Mexico desperately. But her husband, Diego Rivera, was enjoying the fame and popularity he got from this country and didn’t want to go back. This painting is the result of this conflict. Frida Kahlo was trying to depict the superficiality of American capitalism. This painting is filled with the icons of the modern industrial society of the United States but implied that society is decaying and the fundamental human values are destructed. In contrast to this painting, her husband Diego Rivera was working on a mural in the Rockefeller Center to prove his approval of the industrial progress in America.
Not like her other paintings with her face always shows up, this painting is missing the focal point of Frida Kahlo. She only draws her dresses hanging there empty and alone with the chaos in the background. It seems she was saying “I may be in America but only my dress hangs there my life is in Mexico.”
Frida began this painting while still in New York and completed it after she and Diego came back to Mexico. She marked this painting on the back in chalk and included the engraving: “I painted this in New York when Diego was painting the mural in Rockefeller Center”.
The painting was given to Frida’s trusted medicinal consultant Dr. Leo Eloesser of San Francisco. At the point when Dr. Eloesser passed on in 1976, he willed the painting to his long time friend Joyce Campbell. In 1993, Campbell sold the painting only before there was a booming market for Kahlo’s works.
https://www.fridakahlo.org/my-dress-hangs-there.jsp
Biography of Frida Kahlo
Considered one of Mexico’s greatest artists, Frida Kahlo was born on July 6, 1907 in Coyocoan, Mexico City, Mexico. She grew up in the family’s home where was later referred to as the Blue House or Casa Azul. Her father is a German descendant and photographer. He immigrated to Mexico where he met and married her mother Matilde. Her mother is half Amerindian and half Spanish. Frida Kahlo has two older sisters and one younger sister.
Frida Kahlo has poor health in her childhood. She contracted polio at the age of 6 and had to be bedridden for nine months. This disease caused her right leg and foot to grow much thinner than her left one. She limped after she recovered from polio. She has been wearing long skirts to cover that for the rest of her life. Her father encouraged her to do lots of sports to help her recover. She played soccer, went swimming, and even did wrestle, which is very unusual at that time for a girl. She has kept a very close relationship with her father for her whole life.
Frida Kahlo attended the renowned National Preparatory School in Mexico City in the year of 1922. There are only thirty-five female students enrolled in that school and she soon became famous for her outspokenness and bravery. At this school she first met the famous Mexican muralist Diego Rivera for the first time. Rivera at that time was working on a mural called The Creation on the school campus. Frida often watched it and she told a friend she will marry him someday.
In the same year, Kahlo joined a gang of students who shared similar political and intellectual views. She fell in love with the leader Alejandro Gomez Arias. On a September afternoon when she traveled with Gomez Arias on a bus the tragic accident happened. The bus collided with a streetcar and Frida Kahlo was seriously injured. A steel handrail impaled her through the hip. Her spine and pelvis are fractured and this accident left her in a great deal of pain, both physically and physiologically.
She was injured so badly and had to stay in the Red Cross Hospital in Mexico City for several weeks. After that, she returned home for further recovery. She had to wear full-body cast for three months. To kill the time and alleviate the pain, she started painting and finished her first self-portrait the following year. Frida Kahlo once said,
I paint myself because I am often alone and I am the subject I know best".
Her parents encouraged her to paint and made a special easel made for her so she could paint in bed. They also gave her brushes and boxes of paints.
Frida Kahlo reconnected with Rivera in 1928. She asked him to evaluate her work and he encouraged her. The two soon started the romantic relationship. Despite her mother’s objection, Frida and Diego Rivera got married in the next year. During their earlier years as a married couple, Frida had to move a lot based on Diego’s work. In 1930, they lived in San Francisco, California. Then they moved to New York City for Rivera’s artwork show at Museum of Modern Art. They later moved to Detroit while Diego Rivera worked for Detroit Institute of Arts.
In 1932, Kahlo added more realistic and surrealistic components in her painting style. In the painting titled Henry Ford Hospital(1932), Frida Kahlo lied on a hospital bed naked and was surrounded with a few things floating around, which includes a fetus, a flower, a pelvis, a snail, all connected by veins. This painting was an expression of her feelings about her second miscarriage. It is as personal as her other self-portraits.
In 1933, Kahlo was living in New York City with her husband Diego Rivera. Rivera was commissioned by Nelson Rockefeller to create a mural named as Man at the Crossroads at Rockefeller Center. Rivera tried to include Vladimir Lenin in the painting, who is a communist leader. Rockefeller stopped his work and that part was painted over. The couple had to move back to Mexico after this incident. They returned and live in San Angel, Mexico.
Frida Kahlo and Diego Rivera’s marriage is not a usual one. They had been keeping separate homes and studios for all those years. Diego had so many affairs and one of that was with Kahlo’s sister Cristina. Frida Kahlo was so sad and she cut off her long hair to show her desperation to the betrayal. She has longed for children but she cannot bear one due to the bus accident. She was heartbroken when she experienced a second miscarriage in 1934. Kahlo and Rivera have been separated a few times but they always went back together. In 1937 they helped Leon Trotsky and his wife Natalia. Leon Trotsky is an exiled communist and rival of Soviet leader Joseph Stalin. Kahlo and Rivera welcomed the couple together and let them stay at her Blue House. Kahlo also had a brief affair with Leon Trotsky when the couple stayed at her house.
In 1938, Frida Kahlo became a friend of André Breton, who is one of the primary figures of the Surrealism movement. Frida said she never considered herself as a Surrealist “until André Breton came to Mexico and told me I was one.” She also wrote, “Really I do not know whether my paintings are surrealist or not, but I do know that they are the frankest expression of myself”. “Since my subjects have always been my sensations, my states of mind and the profound reactions that life has been producing in me, I have frequently objectified all this in figures of myself, which were the most sincere and real thing that I could do in order to express what I felt inside and outside of myself.”
In the same year, she had an exhibition at New York City gallery. She sold some of her paintings and got two commissions. One of that is from Clare Boothe Luce to paint her friend Dorothy Hale who committed suicide. She painted The Suicide of Dorothy Hale (1939), which tells the story of Dorothy’s tragic leap. The patron Luce was horrified and almost destroyed this painting.
The next year, 1939, Kahlo was invited by André Breton and went to Paris. Her works are exhibited there and she is befriended with artists such as Marc Chagall, Piet Mondrian, and Pablo Picasso. She and Rivera got divorced that year and she painted one of her most famous paintings, The Two Fridas(1939).
But soon Frida Kahlo and Diego Rivera remarried in 1940. The second marriage is about the same as the first one. They still keep separate lives and houses. Both of them had infidelities with other people during the marriage. Kahlo received a commission from the Mexican government for five portraits of important Mexican women in 1941, but she was unable to finish the project. She lost her beloved father that year and continued to suffer from chronic health problems. Despite her personal challenges, her work continued to grow in popularity and was included in numerous group shows around this time.
In the year of 1944, Frida Kahlo painted one of her most famous portraits, The Broken Column. In this painting, she depicted herself naked and split down the middle. Her spine is shattered like a column. She wears a surgical brace and there are nails all through her body, which is the indication of the consistent pain she went through. In this painting, Frida expressed her physical challenges through her art. During that time, she had a few surgeries and had to wear special corsets to protect her back spine. She seeks lots of medical treatment for her chronic pain but nothing really worked.
Her health condition has been worsening in 1950. That year she was diagnosed with gangrene in her right foot. She became bedridden for the next nine month and had to stay in hospital and had several surgeries. But with great persistence, Frida Kahlo continued to work and paint. In the year of 1953, she had a solo exhibition in Mexican. Although she had limited mobility at that time, she showed up on the exhibition’s opening ceremony. She arrived by ambulance, and welcomed the attendees, celebrated the ceremony in a bed the gallery set up for her. A few months later, she had to accept another surgery. Part of her right leg got amputated.
With the poor physical condition, she is also deeply depressed. She even had an inclination for suicide. Frida Kahlo has been out and in hospital during that year. But despite her health issues, she has been active with the political movement. She showed up at the demonstration against US-backed overthrow of President Jacobo Arbenz of Guatemala on July 2. This is her last public appearance. About one week after her 47th birthday, Frida Kahlo passed away at her beloved Bule House.
Self Portrait, Dedicated to Dr Eloesser, 1940 by Frida Kahlo
CW Blood
Christian imagery, especially the theatrically bloody martyrdoms that hang in Mexican churches, pervades Frida’s iconography. Her house in Coyoacan displays a particularly gruesome Road to Calvary, in which the overemphasis on Christ’s wounds seizes the spectator on the most primitive physical level. This bloodiness and self-mortification hark back to preconquest times, when the Aztecs tore out human hearts and punctured their own skins to ensure life’s continuance. But it was Spanish Catholicism that brought to Mexico the depiction of pain in veristic and human terms, creating images so real and so frightening that the Indians could not help but be awestruck and, of course, converted. Borrowing the rhetoric of Catholicism, Frida used the same combination of pain and realism to attract devotees to her cause.
In another 1940 Self Portrait, Dedicated to Dr Eloesser Frida’s necklace of thorns is just a single strand, but it draws even more blood. In the background, leafless broken-off twigs profiled against an opalescent sky look like the dead twigs woven into Frida’s necklace in the self-portrait with the hummingbird. No doubt the dry white buds that mingle with the twigs (and that droop from Frida’s headdress as well) likewise refer to her desolation. Although Frida has flowers in her hair and wears the earrings in the shape of hands that Picasso gave her when she was in Paris, she looks like someone dressed for a ball for which she has no escort.
Frida’s work from the year in which she and Diego Rivera were separated demonstrates a heightened awareness of color’s capacity to drive home emotional truths. As a self-taught artist, she began with a highly personal and unorthodox feeling for color. Her palette came out of her love for the startling combinations of bougainvillea pinks, purples, and yellows seen in the decorative arts of Mexico. She chose colors the way she chose her clothes - with exquisite aesthetic calculation. In such early works as Henry Ford Hospital, pastels create an ironic disjunction with the painful subject matter. In later paintings the choice of colors is just as odd and often even more dissonant and complex. The soft, pearly sky and the bright flowers in the Eloesser Self-Portrait, for example, only accentuate the chill of Frida’s predicament. Their richness recalls the way statues of the scourged Christ in Mexican churches are often surrounded by flowers, lace, velvet, and gold.
https://www.fridakahlo.org/self-portrait-dedicated-to-dr-eloesser.jsp
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Being on E has me realize how much I love my mom and hate my dad 💔
I’m realizing in about a month I’ll be coming up on the anniversary of my egg crack. It’s crazy to me I’m almost a year in
same, I don’t remember the exact day but it was some time in late July…
I don’t really know the exact day either but I know it was pretty dang close to August 8, because that’s the day I texted my sister about it and I talked to her extremely close to the day the crack happened. So I think I’m gonna just call it August 8.
After like two days of feeling good
I can feel the negativity oozing…
spoiler
back to crying and hating my life
Im orienting in two different units after moving
They dont share schedule stuff
I am working 12s every day of the week for 2 weeks, fuck. Stacking money I guess
Went out to a crafts market tonight, was really lovely. Also got genuinely like 20 compliments on my outfit at least. Like 2/3rds of the artists and then a solid couple random people. Even got a free pair of earrings from one specifically because my outfit was so nice. The fashion privilege is real.
Actually now that I think about it this is also like the first public thing I’ve done in months. Huh. Maybe I should go out more, maybe I could make friends by just being cute…
cis people are so annoying
Reeling from the discovery that I forgot to pack my Adderall. I’ve been turning into a slug this week and just figured out why. Gonna have to head home early because ooh boy this ain’t it for the old brain
Edit: I can’t wait for this week to be over. I just want to go home and be a blob. I’m ready for this wedding to be over, I’m ready to go home.
Viva la Vida, Watermelons
oh to be a gorgeous, pretty little piece of eye candy in a trashy miniskirt smoking a cigarette, clinging underneath the strong, warm arms of a 7’2" bodybuilding phrenologist on a cold spring day
During therapy earlier this week I talked about how envious I was about a work acquaintance and her smooth legs. And as I kept talking I started tearing up which took me completely by surprise. I didn’t realize how important that was to me until that moment
Another nail in the coffin for my brain worms (said after 5+ months on HRT :clueless:)
Laser, girl, laser! I haven’t shaved my legs in a decade.
I don’t think I’m a good laser candidate as my hair isn’t all that dark :/ But I do think its becoming a little weaker with HRT, I’ll be pulling on it while wearing shorts and it comes off surprisingly easy
i get why people write stories in first person… but it takes me out so badly. like, I would not say that. i would NOT say it like that give my inner voice back pls
actually nevermind, i would say that. i would absolutely say that. i owe you an apology miss author, i wasn’t fourmealyour with your game
it’s so hot. why the fuck is it so hot.
Boymoders in shambles rn
Its me, I’m boymoders
truly hope you are not rocking the hoodie in this shit
No I took it off a few days ago and I feel naked without it…
Well, attempting to use Paypal to order E via crypto failed. It looks like there is some sort of automatic hold on the account, and from what I could gathered it can’t be lifted in any rational fashion. So, ended up losing $10 selling over transaction fees and market fluctuations, and I’ll need to figure out a different wallet solution.
Is it just a delay thing? Often with services like paypal and coinbase, they put a 7-10 day hold on external crypto transfers. So if you send funds in from your bank account, there’s a 7-10 day delay before you can send any crypto you buy with those funds to an external wallet. This prevents people from buying crypto with stolen credit cards and immediately transferring the funds out in an irreversible crypto transaction.
I’ve already waited a week. From the community discussion, apparently there’s a 48 automatic hold on sending crypto that resets when you make sending attempts, and can be triggered by VPNs as well. Could not get it to work, and I am just going to cut my losses and work with a different wallet/exchange.
Wait, why hasn’t any totransitarian regime implemented forced feminization/masculinization camps
HRT shortages, probably
cissoids manufacturing shortages again :(
china produces enough E to feminize the entire world several times over
most of europe’s estrogen is manufactured in ireland and we still don’t have anything resembling a real trans healthcare system here
and they aren’t jabbing that all inside me???
Mr. Xi is helping me find my
guntitty skittles.
I may have gone overboard buying cute girl hats, but the logic I have is that’s my head is the one part of my body estrogen won’t really change. So I can invest now.
Depends, did you get a beret? If no, you don’t have enough cute girl hats yet
Ooh berets
gone overboard buying cute girl hats
No such thing.