Having very obvious cptsd and the lack of control of emotions and emotional expression that is part of that was a real eye opener.

People can be so fucking cruel. The number of people who saw I couldn’t help my feelings and reactions and made me suffer with cruel words was too high. Absolute sadists.

It gave me insight into why many veterans with ptsd commit suicide, the pain is so great and sadists take advantage.

I think one day I will do charity work with vets with ptsd