Thanks for the comment. I’ll check it.

I found Reborn Art Community’s game— Hero By Chance to be to my liking. Though I didn’t like every one of the characters.

I’ll probably get the sequels sometime.

I’ll check it. What I dislike is ‘actual’ having power to force against someone’s will. I’ll have to see this myself, but thanks for the suggestion.

They’re insecure mate, always needing to compare. I’m the same, I’m not gonna be in a relationship unless I feel love. The act of wanting to get physical, where the body moves on its own and you need to specifically stop the body from moving to not, rather than put effort to move… the feeling is mutual when it comes. I’ve personally not felt it and won’t engage in a sexual relation until I do.

If anything you seem happier than them from the description, however incomprehensible that may seem from the content of your post. People generally do not behave that way, going out of the way to make a point that they are in a good place in life, even more so showing that they are better than others, if their own lives are not secretly unhappy wrecks and they’re too embarrassed to work on it… instead choosing to fool others and themselves.

If it were me, I’d cut off contact pretty much immediately and even advise you to do the same, though in most cases people do in fact stay around regardless.

I will need to check it myself to get a feel of it… thanks for the suggestion. I will not know about the nature of the violent sex (the term can have a few meanings) but I’ve been looking around anyway and this one provides a clear name for the list. I will check it.