so who is playin deltarune? i finished it through chapter 4 and now i’m gonna get both types of run in the can so i can pretend i’m not back to waiting a year for the next part. how bout those new secret bosses? how bout that damn
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roaring knight?
it’s nice to have parts of this game be as hard as sands undertale.
also, susie is my favorite, she’s precious, everyone drop your favorite susie moments in the comments
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i still get dysphoric a lot
but come to think of it, it used to be way, way worse before transitioning
so that problem has gotten better for me, actually. this is weird to think about for me for some reason
I used to get dysphoric, I mean I still do, but I used to, too.
I get less dysphoric now, but when it hits, it hits harder
I had a very sad dream about my old cat. She was in a puddle, mewing pathetically, sick maybe? Its just a dream but still, I cried
I’m sorry to hear the few times I dreamt of my cat Rosa had been when I felt I was losing my way and she’d show up to save me.
sad shit/similiar to what you wrote
we had to put her down because of her kidney failure last year, she just kept getting weaker and weaker her last days. We did manage to all be around her when it happened at least and we all grieved
Every time she appeared in my dreams other than the first time she was a tiger pretty much. The first time I dreamt of her I remember I had to carry her somewhere far away and I knew I had to prepare myself by becoming healthy. I those dreams gave me the motivation to go all in in looking after my health.
I went to pride with my girlfriend this weekend and we had a great time! We met some folks from a trans org, and we’re hoping to get involved in their like social/community aid nights :3
Just woke up and my devious plan worked
That’s a big dopamine hit
I NEED MORRRE VAMPIRE YURI!!
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Yessssss, I started just writing some for myself at some point cuz there was never enough. Never posted (
or finished tbh) any of them though
Accidentally started thinking this morning, how about we don’t do that
One of these days I’ll finally quit this bad habit
Im gonna miss working with children. They’re so adorable, babies, toddlers, little kids, big kids, teens. Maybe Ill go back or focus on the peds population one day.
tiny humans
Reading an article that is ostensibly pro-trans and realizing we need trans women political commissars in every organization.
an article that is ostensibly pro-trans
have grown very tired of my typical pasta + lentils/chickpeas recipe so gonna have to find a different way to flavor it besides tomatoes. maybe pesto?
Also i think i’ve just grown super bored of the typical italian sofrito + tomato base + oregano/thyme/bay leaf because i use it for basically every meal cause it’s cheap as hell and tasty. But I barely even taste it anymore. It’s about time to rotate spices I think lol
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Maybe it’s time for a curry phase?
Me every moment of every day
Marisa 💜 Women
I remember telling my friends in high school that
was gonna be in the next smash bros and being told “no Wmill, he’s a sega character that’s stupid” and then brawl came out and no one remembered me making that claim
I can call things and people just pretend like I don’t this is just one example but it stuck with me.
Project M/+ Sonic and Knuckles are very fun and there’s neat fanmade Shadow and Tails characters for mods of those mods lol
I’m surprised they never added other Sonic characters in Smash 4 and Ultimate tbh
I know the thing your talking about, honestly if I still had my old wii I might figure it out. Honestly the roster for smash is big enough that it could warrant one or two more sonic characters but idk gotta make room for more fire emblem I guess.
dysphoria
for a while I tried to tell myself that wearing a hoodie Every Single Day was not a dysphoria thing for me, these are not dysphoria hoodies because all my other clothes are gorl clothes! I just really like hoodies!
… but, uh, yeah I’m starting to think it’s a dysphoria thing after all.
Are dysphoria naps a thing?
Consciousness not working for you? Turn it off for a bit
dont see why not
maybe, but I feel like I’ve been having the opposite lately (dysphoria insomnia)
chasers
Was alone at the queer club yesterday. I was wearing a cute top, and I kept being approached by men that clearly only talked to me because they wanted to fuck. One of them tried to talk to me three times. I kept walking away from the conversation, and that helped because after a while he gave up. But there were still a couple of moments after that where he was around and I could sense he was debating himself to approach me again. After a while I put on my sweater because I didn’t want to deal with this kind of stuff again. What can I do in the future against these types of men?
Sort of related, but I feel a lot of these men are bisexual or homosexual and can’t deal with that so they settle for fucking clocky trans women so they can tell themselves they’re straight. I’m only half a year into HRT, have a slight receding hairline and a masculine face. If you want to fuck me and are a man, you are not straight.
loneliness
Last night and today I feel very lonely as well. I got attention from these men but they only want to take advantage of me and I crave female attention the most. Not in a sexual way but want to feel like they accept me as a woman. Before that happens I will still feel these dysphoric feelings of being a creep, which I’ve had my whole life. It’s better than before, but those feelings are still very severe. Maybe I shoud talk to my gender therapist about this more.
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Ugh that really sucks. I’m sorry you had to deal with them :/
Talking to a therapist is a good idea. This stuff is complicated and messy to untangle. If you don’t mind me asking, what would that outward acceptance look like to you? Maybe (at least some) those scenarios are already obtainable