Going to a play with my cousints I haven’t seen in 12 years or so because of estrangement from my parents. I am a bit nervous and also hoping that seeing them doesn’t make my evil mother show up in my life. A few times after we estranged she showed up at my workplace. She doesn’t know where I work now but if she found out I’d have to call security because she’s psychotic.

But I am looking forward to seeing them.