I finally got around to seeing “I Saw The TV Glow”, and it definitely lived up to the hype.

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  • SterlingPooper [none/use name]@hexbear.netEnglish
    4·
    5 days ago
    mixed feelings going into pride

    I don’t know what to expect. Any time I hope, like maybe a new connection will happen, that doesn’t really work out. I feel like a fed just walking around quietly by myself

    I’m hoping to collect goodies, I guess. Idk.

      • SterlingPooper [none/use name]@hexbear.netEnglish
        2·
        5 days ago
        Spoiler

        One time someone posted about platonic snuggling with their girlie friends and tbh that’s maybe the most dysphoric I ever felt

        Imagine having a friend who wants to be that close to you. Imagine being physically close to another human being.

        I didn’t realize that friends are, like, affectionate, or that they can be. I feel like a broken baby, learning basic things as an adult.

        I just want to be like the pretty people who have that effortless confidence. Who seem to make friends wherever they go, who seem to always be mid-conversation.

        If I had girl friends, I would want to go shopping. I would want to learn about being a woman, about femininity. About being pretty and doing makeup and how to learn what shirts fit good. About being flirty and charming.

        Apparently expressing this makes me intense. I don’t think it’s intense to think these things. If you do, I’d appreciate if you explained why. Because I genuinely don’t see it, I’m just speaking my mind.