Lancer is a… weird little guy? I dunno even though I really liked undertale I didn’t really vibe with deltarune and never played past ep1. I do vaguely remember having fun fighting him.
Soooo, uh, yeah, that’s Lancer I guess. I’d love to hear about everybody’s favourite little weirdos.
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Pretending to be asleep
My parents are talking about forcing my hair to be cut (they really have a problem with it)
My brother starts defending me and shuts down their convo.
What a good kid.
I came out to my little brother!
It went … completely smoothly lol. No surprises on that front.
He guessed I’d been transitioning for 4 years. This was actually kinda correct since I did start exploring my femininity around that time (aka when I left home)
I’m so happy for you!!! Having a supportive sibling rules
Thanks. Everyone I came out to was supportive except the 2 friends that I actually spend the most time with. Quite funny how that works.
That’s a recurring theme I keep seeing on coming out stories. Somehow the people who seem like they know you best have the hardest time with it. I’m glad that most have chosen to support you :)
Wasn’t the worst birthday I’ve had, I didn’t even cry. But someone forgot or at least didn’t say anything which felt and continues to feel bad. And I can’t help but wonder whether they’d care more if I was a real girl
Surprise I just postponed crying until this morning in the bathroom at work! My deskmate had the good sense to take away the nail I had found on the floor, and then I asked her to take away the scissors and button/pin from my desk. I guess that’s all progress
Proud of you for that, I’ve never asked someone to take my sharps
I was kinda surprised myself. I was gonna ask her to take the nail away but lost my nerve, since she did that I figured it’d be good to ask for help with the others
The Time Has Come (Again)
Also just got my ears pierced and I feel so cute and gay :)))
Yay first piercings are so exciting!
Hell yeah! To both things 🥰 Did you get lobes pierced or something else?
Just lobes! Got cute little studs and the soreness is gone, so way more chill than I expected
That’s great! Studs should heal up super fast too 🥰 Are you planning to keep them as studs or swap other earrings?
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Be careful putting on / taking off shirts / bras. Even though they feel chill now, a big bump or pulling on them will make them very mad.
Eventually I’d like to try other more feminine earrings, but I think I’ll probably stick with studs for now. Thank you for the advice, I’ve gotta be super delicate and careful
It’s my birthday :/ I wish I could just postpone it or something.
Happy birthweek then
maybe birthmonth or birthyear if you feeling boldBirthlife, perhaps
Happy Birthlife 🥳
Birthdays are so complicated, especially being in the middle of transition. The pressure to make each one special~ definitely doesn’t help either. I’m sorry it’s going to be one of those days
Is there something nice you can do for yourself today? Maybe it won’t be a birthday you think about often, but getting through life and being on HRT for a year recently are worth a lil victory lap. Even if it’s just getting takeaway :p
Well I have leftover Indian from dinner with my family last night… will probably eat that, assemble some IKEA furniture and then cry a little
Mom is currently discussing with her friend as to why I suddenly went from keeping a buzz cut to growing out my hair.
“What could have happened?”
Truly a mystery for the ages
Being a professional library goer (unemployed) I was asked to fill a survey today. Passionately wrote down all the library did for me and how cool it made me like on a spiritual level
professional library goer (unemployed)
Same
at least the staff is nice to meAt mine I got invited to a Marxist reading club because someone saw I was reading Lenin, lol.
At the library, reading What Is To Be Done and nodding so people know I agree
I got a second hand copy of capital that I might as well read
It took me ages and ages having boobs before I started having them in my dreams. But it was like 2 days of having a vagina that I started dreaming it was there, that was super fast.
sex
Had sex with a dude for the first time last night, bi confirmed
He was really nervous and couldn’t get it up but gave great head and knew how to finger the prostate like a pro. Looking forward to when he can annihilate my ass
Happy for you! Totally not jealous or anything
Important PSA:
Many people want a mommy to take care of them. But where do mommies come from? Not from the sky*! In order to fill the shortage of mommies, we need more femmes to step up and become mommies themselves.
We must seek eggs to nurture them!
*I know your mommy is an angel, but that’s besides the point
ayy i’m a butch and a mommy too
In 2000 you could get a plant based McDouble for $1 and a side of estrogen for 50 cents
Dad takes my phone. Starts looking at my lock screen which is like some enby mf with 6 arms meditating in a dumpster surrounded by LSD angels. His comment was “anime …”
Ran out of adhd meds today (i think, maybe theres a bottle rattling around somewhere with more?) and good lord i can feel the emotional instability and focus difficulties rearing their heads hard. Just wanna curl up and freak out and it sucks. But i spent 3 hours researching P2P E2EE encryption apps, and that was both fun and incredibly depressing. Also moxie (of signal/ows) is an asshole. Spent too long trawling old github issues and comments and i hate it. I hate the internet. I hate technology.
send a 
to the sun to provoke a solar flare big enough to wipe out all electronics (Joking, that would be devastating and many many many people would die).Asked someone close to me to use it/its more often and its been really nice, i appreciate her so much.
no no, it has a point, chat.
hammering a rock until flat, and sparking the rock until it can make calculations was a tremendous leap in the “pls nuke the sun to save us from this nightmare” -tech, is true.
HRT and body changes
I think my boobs are starting to grow. I can feel a little bit of new fat on them, they bounce a little when I’m moving around too. I am a very skinny person and I know how my body feels pretty well, so I guess I’m just noticing very small changes, but it feels nice to know things are happening.
Can’t believe I’m at 6 weeks already. Very excited for what’s coming next.
You should be! The growth will only accelerate
Oh wow. If that happens I’m getting big booba this year still
